Torture

The memory of you
     – that’s what makes me shiver –
the torture…
your torture, as to me
– my pleasure, entirely –
     your anguish,
my splendor – your pains –
     my victory!
My leave,
     your loss –
my games – your fall –
     my surprise: my ecstasy!
Your silence – my punishment –
Be kind: don’t leave me in agony!